Mackgurl's Musings

Out of the blue, you appeared in my life... Like the sun, peeking from the clouds after a storm So bright, you seemed to glow and radiate such  warmth. In your presence, well... I feel your care, your VOICE , your SMILE ... How can I possibly feel your VOICE ?! How can I feel your SMILE? ! Am I crazy? When I'm with you, well... I hear your heart, I hear your EYES ... I hear your EYES !  Am I crazy?! I thought that if I admitted... At least to myself, t hat I liked you - a little, it  would help. But, no, I still feel your SMILE caressing my lips - when I'm alone. Maybe I am crazy? I figured if I admitted... At least to myself, that I liked you more than a little, that would be enough. But no, I can still feel your VOICE surrounding me - when I'm alone. OH GOD, I must be crazy?!! I hoped that if I admitted... At least to myself, that I love you - a little, it would stop these crazies! But no, I can still hear your EYES talking to me - when I'm alone. So today, I stan

Can you feel me... My arms, wrapped tightly around you... My face pressed tightly against your chest... Can you feel me... Listening to the melodic rhythm of your heart beating... Can you feel me... My pulse increasing as I take deep breaths, inhaling your woodsy cologne... Can you feel me... Breathing you in deeply, sighing while exhaling... Can you feel me... My lips trembling as they brush against yours... I can feel you, baby... Tell me... Can you feel me?  

It's raining here now ...  Candles are set and lit... Dancing flames flicker and glow... Hints of lavender and orchids fill the room... On the couch, a throw tossed lightly over my feet...  And here I lay... Reading, thinking, wondering...imagining... What could be, what I hope will be... One day...

Hi Baby...Hi Love...Hey Hun...Babe? Those words are bandied about a lot . To some, those words may seem casual but to me they mean much much more. They are words that  show how deeply you've ingrained yourself in my heart.  My constant source of smiles... You are a fountain overflowing with hugs, laughter, security and most of all love. I wish so much that you were here... Here with me... My hand in yours, your lips on mine.  It would be pure bliss... But you're not here...Not where I can hold you, cuddle with you... But you're not here...Not where you can hold me, snuggle with me... No... you're not here...you're there... Hmmm, I wonder...no I'm actually fairly certain... THERE...Wherever you are right now...In that place, in that moment of time... I know that THERE has no idea how lucky it is to have you.